Jealousy

Guess what? Tash got asked to the dance.

It's not like i liked the guy or anything. But it still feels, i dont know...wierd.

Am I jealous?

'Course not. I'm really happy for Tash. She had a crush on him, so this is like, her dream come true. i'm not one, stinkin' little bit jealous.

I'm tottaly jealous.

Of what?

Of Tash being asked to the dance instead of me. Of feeling alone while she has someone. Of...I dont know. Of everything. It's a suprise I havent turned bright, emerald green.

Ugh. Why can't I just be happy for Tash and be a good friend?

Whateve.