Sorry

Wow, I havent posted in forever!!!

I'm off to camp next week. How exciting.

And i found the cutest picture ever!

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/55552230/

ITS SANJAYA AND A PUPPY!!!!

seriously, what can be cuter than that?

No, I'm Not Dead.

I just havent had time to post.

Hershey was alot of fun. And we got floor tickets, Row 13ish, to the concert.

Schools out Tuesday.

Summer's in the air.

Uhhhhh. Can't really post rite now. I'm about to fall asleep on the keyboard.

All I can say is that One, Hershey was awsome, and Two, My dad got the tickets. Rite more later. Nitey nite.

Hershey/some other crap

Yay. Tommorow is Hershey. And I found my cell phone. =D

Except, now that I think about it, I'm really starting to dread bunking with Katey again. I mean, it WAS a last resort. And she's been getting annoying again.

Is it a sin to think you could always be better than someone? I mean, jeezums, I'm not trying to be vain or anything, but I've been feeling alot of that lately. We're reading the westing game in class, and each person gets a character that they read the dialogue for. Well, it's not actually everyone, because there are only 17 parts and 20-something people, but whatever. And these people read the dialogue, and they do it so expressionlase. And I start twitching, so I'm tempted to rip the book out of there hands nad say "No.That's not how you do it." It's just a pet peeve that I have.

And this kid James has really been pissing me off lately. Today during art, our teacher Mr.G was showing us a self portrait he had done of himself shirtless, and this boy Brandon and I were making jokes about how it would be awkward to bring that picture home to our parents. And then James just turns around all sharpish and says "It's art. Shut up." and then yesterday he was all gettin on my case about how "American Idol sux and I could probably sing better then anyone of those horrible singers." Which is a total lie.

Speaking of which, the results last nite were SO bogus. I can't beleive Melinda got out.

SPARKS FLY!

Twilight

Finished Twilight. It was pretty good. Very suspensful and romantic. The only thing i didn't like was how sometimes Bella and Edward wouldn't even do anything,just tell each other how much they loved each other, which got boring. I really liked the part where Bella was being hunted,tho, it was full of action. Amber and I are gonna try hard to keep this one out of the main streaml. Uglies was a first timer, so I wasn't familiar with the whole system and I let it slip very easily.We were able to hold onto Max Ride for a while, actually, but then Andrew Halton started reading it. Tyler Adams, who has a rat tail,wears kneesocks and tucks his shirts in, saw Twilight and decided he wanted it. I was VERY clear with him that he wouldn't like the book, as it qwas a romance and eaxtremeley gory. (well, I mean, it KIND OF is.) WE MUST PROTECT ARE BOOKS FROM THOSE EVEIL DOERS WHO TRY TO READ THEM.

Yeah, I'm a spazzzz.

Ticketsssss/Talent Show

Ahhh. Only one week till the tickets come out. We're gonna have to nab'em quickkk. Dad says they won't get sold out for a while, but I definatley can't agree with him. I mean, American Idol LIVE? Like, the Tour?I think they mite sell out a little fast.

Plus, it majorly sucks, cuz' I'm gonna be on The Hershey Band/Chorus Trip that day, so I'll have to call him at 9:30 to remind him to get on the computer. I think the tickets are like, $45 or something, but I'm not sure.

Me and Tash mite sing for the Talent Show. Here's the song.

We The Five Present....

www.wethefive.blogspot.com

My Friends and I have decided to take our Notebook project digital. After Athena "Alley" moved, we decided to pass a note book around that we would write in. But that didn't work out too well (Expensive Mailing Costs, Forgetting to write....) so we dicided to turn it into a blog. Now you can read my thoughts AND my besties. Have Fun.


P.S- Went to The Franklin Institute Friday. It was alot of fun. We got really friendly with the "Agents" and gave them code names and everything. Pictures comign soon.

P.P.S-Alley is here!YAY!!!

Rices

I went to Rices Market saturday mornign with Tash. It was alot of fun. There were theese cute little bunnies that we played around with. I had fifteen dollars, and ended up getting ice tea lip gloss, a blue Hollister shirt and a moose beany baby i named Fred.


Uhhh. My dad and Grandma are in the other room "talking." Shit. It seems like every thing has been going haywire with them since Dad and Debbie started dating. I can tell this si the bad kind of discssion because to escape it, Debbie took me and Steve to Espositos, the local ice cream place. When we got back, dad sed this solom "Hello" and Steve was like "You don't sound very happy" and Dads like "This isnt a good time." And then we went into the office and Dad came in and is like "Sarah,put your head phones on" and then he closed the door, which is a biggy because the office door is never closed. I can hear my Grandma blowing her nose, which means shes crying. I try to be an optimist but it's really really hard sometimes. And I really have to pee right now but I'm not allowed to leave the office, which sucks. I think the attitude I really need to have is "Yah,well,life can be a bitch sometimes, but you just need to smile and stay strong and pretend that nothing is wrong." But it's hard to do that when everyone else around you is crotchety.
I guess thats really all I have to say, and I'll try to keep you updated on the Dad-Grandma situation.

And one more thing. A while back, I was reading Kate's blog, and she had a post wondering if any one actually READ her blog. And I saw it, and I got to thinking, does anyone actaulyl read MY blog?(Besides Lilly) Cuz,serioualy, I wouldn't think it was wierd or anything if you lurked my blog, following the files of my life. I would actually think it was pretty cool. Really cool.

SO IF YOU READ MY BLOG AND YOU ARE NOT LILLY, PLEASE PLEASE COMENT!

....And hes gone.

*He's gone

I can't beleive it. He was so awsome and so young. I loved him.

I'm praying that he'll keep up with his career though. I dont want him to just fade out of the picture.

Please comment if you SAD (fuck of, haters!) thats hes gone.



*Sanjaya

Ashley

Did you here about hat girl, Ashley Ferl? The one who went to American idol and burst into tears because she was so star struck. And then Ryan noticed her, and Sanjaya gave her a hug?And then she got backstage passes?And Paula gave her a pair of heart earings?

That girl is ungodly lucky.

Okay, have I ranted about how much I love Sanjaya enough? Are you getting seroisuly annoyed and pissed?Okay, then I'll *try* to stop. But I'm not making any promises.

Also, i wrote a story. It goes a little something like this:

The Incredibly Wishful Sar-jaya Fan fiction


Once upon a time, there was a girl named Sarah. Sarah was very famous. She was an actress, and had written lots of books. Well, Sarah was young and talented and pretty, so naturally, a lot of guys “wanted” her. (And who wouldn’t, because honestly, she was tremendously gorgeous.) But Sarah was sick of guys her own age. (Which was 26, by the way.) They were immature and well, truthfully, very ugly. Sarah decided that she should go for older men, because they were established and probably were into younger woman, especially blonde ones named Sarah. So one day, while watching re-runs of American Idol, a youngish, Indian-Italian guy with a pony-hawk caught her eye. He looked very familiar... and then she realized it! This guy, whose name, by the way, was Sanjaya, had won Season Six of American Idol and had been Sarah’s sixth grade obsession she thought about it more, she realized he was only six years older then her, plus, he was kinda hot. (Okay, really hot.) And he was also totally rich from winning American Idol. And he had a couple of albums out, which, she realized after searching through her c-d rack a bit, she owned. So she looked in the yellow pages, and, miraculously enough, there he was! So, after gathering up her courage, she called him up and said “Hey Sanjaya. This is Sarah Demarest, you know, the famous girl. Well, I think your really hot and I was wondering if you would like to be my new boyfriend?” Sanjaya, who was single, was extremely flattered by this offer and accepted immediately.
The two, now known as “Sar-jaya”, were America’s newest sweethearts. Sanjaya once again became a heart throb, and Sarah was happy. Sanjaya was just about the sweetest guy ever, and they made a perfect team, because Sarah was now his lyricist. Sarah, who was an astoundingly good writer, wrote songs for him, and he sung them. Now, when he was on American Idol, everyone said Sanjaya was a bad singer, but he wasn’t. He was just shy and didn’t know how to “let his voice out” on camera. But Sanjaya knew how to do that now, and even though some people still trashed him, Sarah just said a few very rude words to them and they were put in there place. As the years passed, Sanjaya and Sarah stayed together. And when she was old, he sat on a rocking chair next to her, singing her the songs that she wrote. Now that Sanjaya was very old, nearly ninety, he had basically lost his singing talent.

But that was okay, because Sarah was deaf anyway.

A video that proves Sanjaya is not a bad singer.

Sanjaya

This is my new idol:


Is he not gorgeous?


Look at those eyes, that hair. And people are so mean to him. As Sanjayas aunt said in an interview "The media has better things to do then trash on an innocent seventeen year old." Or something like that. Anyway, he is so NOt bad. I hope he wins. I love him. I even made a shirt.
I am the future Mrs.Malakar.

The Cay

Today we got our The Cay essays back. Ofcourse,I got an A+ ("Marvoulous!Beautifully written!") and so did Tash. But when I looked at her comments,they were like "Amazing!" and "Spectactular Writing Talents!" and "Bravo,Natasha!". And,well, I was wierdly jealous of her. I know and should be a good friend and be happy for her, but I just cant seem to do that. Jealousy has always been an issue between Tash and I ("When I mess up, no one cares,but when Sarah messes up..."), but its mostly been her being jealous of me, not the other way around. I guess this must be what Tash feels like all the time during I.L.A, always second best, never the center of attention. But Tash is used to that,she's learned that sometimes people are just better then you. Tash excepts that, but I dont. I'm a perfectionist. I always want to be the best, first place, the spotlight on me. I thrive on attention, she doesnt.

And thats just how it is.

Poetry Post

Have you Ever?

By Sarah Demarest



Have you ever felt lost in darkness
When the moon brightly shown?

Have you ever been in a room full of people
And felt all alone?

Have you ever seen a mute man speak
Or a blind man see?

Have you ever looked at yourself
And thought you were looking at me?

Have you ever seen a convict accused of murder
And told yourself he was really a good man?

Have you ever felt as if you were being chased
No matter how fast you ran?

Have you ever known something for no reason at all
Just known because you knew?

Have you ever loved someone
Who couldn’t ever love you?

Grr

Dammmmmmmnnnnnnnn.

Lots o' bad news

Glenn is having a party. A huge one. To celebrate Spring Break. And I cant go.


We cant go see Wicked again. The tickets are for a day when we're going to be in Michigain.

Matt Miller is being more of an ass hole than usual.

Dammmmmmmmmnnnnnnnn.

An Inconveient Truth

Hey! Sorry I havent posted in a while. I've been really busy.

Rosalies sleepover was tons of fun. I would love to go to her house agian sometime.

We were supossed to go camping this weekend, but we had a huge snow storm, and it was cancled which sux. I really wanted to go. But atleast it will be rescheduled.

And we watched An Inconvient Truth in sience class. It was great, tottaly got the message across. There's an awsome song in it too, by Melissa Ethridge, and you can listen to it by clicking here.

Oh also...

I got a shmexi new haircut. Its a little past my shoulders.

8th grade friend withdrawl

The show was a succes. And now its over.

I misssssssss everyonneeeeeeeeeee!

Especcially James, and Andrea, and Lizzy, and that whole lot because they wont be here next year. They're going to highschool.

Uhhhhhhh. Its so sad. I miss these people so much!


Oh, btw, Rosalie and Adrienne didnt come to my slumber party. It was only me and Michelle.

But its okay, 'cuz tonite Rosalie invited me to a slumber party at her house! Whopee!

And also, we have off.
Yay.

Show Time!

We open tonite!


I'm so excited, but at the same time, sad. This is basically the start of a three day period in wich I'll do everything I've practiced for. But then, after that.It will be over,gone. And I wont see James/Andrea/Lizzy/Becky/all my other 7 grade friends because They're gone next years.It sux.


Atleast Michelle is coming over tonight.

Likes and Dislikes

Likes:

• Banana Strawberry Smoothies
• Disney World
• Reading
• Writing
• Acting
• Caramel Hot Cocoa
• Thrift Shops
• Hanging with friends
• Shopping
• Hiking
• Rock climbing
• Laser Tag
• Rainy Days
• The Beach
• Lightning
• Animals
• Little Kids
• Swimming
• My Computer
• Inside Jokes
• Cruises
• California
• Mountains
• Role Playing
• Scott Westerfeld books
• Curly Hair
• Poetry
• Cooking
• Romantic Novles

Dislikes

• Bad Music
• Books like Gossip Girl
• Short hair (on guys)
• Georgina
• Matt Miller
• Fights
• Not having a mom
• Not having Athena here
• When people make fun of people
• When my brother annoys me (and knows it)
• Mean People
• Bad Movies
• School (most of the time)
• Girls who are grossly preppy
• People reading over my shoulder
• Role plays/books/movies where the characters are perfect
• Hospitals
• How time passes to quickly
• Cramps
• Wanting something (or someone) so bad it hurts

Snow Day!

The first one of the year!!!

i slept in till about 8:30, then got up and had breakfast. I im'-ed for a while, then went out and went sledding with the neighbor boys. Then I curled up on the couch with a good book and a cup of caramel hot cocoa.

But that wouldn't last, as i soon learned. Dad called and said me and my bro needed to shovel. I've finished my turn and I'm exhausted! Steve is yet to shovel the driveway. Dad gets home in an hour and Steve is still in his pajamas.

And also,

YHAPPY VALENTINES DAY!Y

Zoe

Zoe's blog!

Practice makes Perfect

We had a saturday practice for Lady Pirates this morning. We worked on the Prologue, Epilouge and Finale. The finale song, Oh My Captain, was so beautiful. It gave me chills. I though people would think i was stupid when i said that i loved the song, but they didnt. They agreed with me.

Only 3 weeks till show time!

Virginia

Well!What an exciting weekend!I'll start from the beginging.


Friday nite Tash and I left to see Athena. We got there around nine and stayed talking the whole night.

Saturday was Athena's birthday. We went shopping at C.V.S, and i bought a burts bees kit. Then Athena had a birthday party, and we got to meet her new friends.(Really nice people!) The party was a lot of fun, and we made our own pizzas.

We left Sunday afternoon, and I cried all day. I miss Athena alot, but now atleast I have some new memories, friends, and I hope we can see her over spring break.

Jealousy

Guess what? Tash got asked to the dance.

It's not like i liked the guy or anything. But it still feels, i dont know...wierd.

Am I jealous?

'Course not. I'm really happy for Tash. She had a crush on him, so this is like, her dream come true. i'm not one, stinkin' little bit jealous.

I'm tottaly jealous.

Of what?

Of Tash being asked to the dance instead of me. Of feeling alone while she has someone. Of...I dont know. Of everything. It's a suprise I havent turned bright, emerald green.

Ugh. Why can't I just be happy for Tash and be a good friend?

Whateve.

Oh, Also...

I got my clothes for the dance. A quarter sleeve pale pink collared shirt, and for layering. a stripy pink short sleeve henley top. It looks really cute. Heres a picture:

More Goergina

What did i do to deserve this?

Georgina is such an ass-hole slore that i just can't take it. Here is a list of Georgina-qoutes, hence, Geoergina-isms

• This is dance class, not talking class!
• Adivsory?Sounds stupid.
• You are so wierd!
• We're matching?!How come no one told me!
• I am not uncomfortable with myself!
• Mean!I'm never mean!

...And so many more i cant think of.

Valentines Day Dance

How romantic.


Ofcourse, it's not actually "called" a dance. The student council c ame up with the name "Friday Night Fever" becausen of some rule saying you cant have "dances when there are fifth graders at the school.W/e. Anyway, G-ma's taking me shopping tomorow.I want to get something pink, or red. Something nice.

Who knows. Maybe someone will ask me to dance!

Random

Well, what is there to say?


Georgina is really pissing me off.I'm sick. Tommrow G-ma and I are making dinner, Beef Stroganoff and Italian Wedding Soup.

Yummzers.

Crazy Dream

Woah. I just had like,the wierdest dream.

So, Sadie's mom was taking her on a cruise. She was aloud to invite three friends and ofcourse, I assumed I would be one of them. Sadie and I have lived across the street from each other since first grade, and she's one of my best friends. So then the time came for her to announce who would be coming with her,and she picked Athena,Lilly,and Tash. So ofcourse, I was like "Wtf Sadie?! Athena doesnt even live here, and you've never bothered to contact her so she probably doesnt even remember you!" As you can tell, I was like, really furious. And then, instead of saying "Why, your right Tally! Athena's all the way in Virginia, so you come instead of her!" Like a thoughtful person might say, she says "Oh, your right. Well, I guess I'm only inviting two friends then."So then i threw a little tantrum, coming up with all these stupid, but true reasons why this made her a jerk. I did it out of pure anger, but also so she would feel guilty. It didnt work, and she still wouldnt invite me. So then I came up with this gooey apology about how i was "so sorry for my behavior, and I just wanted to hurt you..." and so on and so forth. But she still wouldn't invite me. So then I spent the rest of the dream moping around emo style.


Thank god it was only a dream

Attack of the Uggs

They're everywhere!!!

Almost every girl in School owns a pair of Uggs. It makes me want to barf.It's like they have thier own little Ugg Club.

And the weird thing is,I want them.Like,really badly.

But not badly enough to drop $180.

But still,I have a Bat Mitzvah coming up in a year,and I'm bound to get lots of cash.So,if I still like them,I'll be able to buy them no sweat.Here's the pair I like:

So,what do you think?

Three Day Weekend

Yep.How exciting.I might go see nite at the Museum Monday.

Oh,also,now Athena has a blog!!!

Just got back from Zoes

I just got back from Zoes house. I slept over. It was great.Lots of fun. Kaitlin (Munch) came and we have a whole new slew of inside jokes. We messed around with the camcorder and made a music video for "Black Roses Red". Zoe was the singer, Munch was the camera person and i was a random dude with an eyeliner mustache. My dad came to pick me up at ten,which was a real dissapointment because we were about to make a video with Zoes old bratz dolls. We had pizza for dinner and dohnuts for breakfast. It was just ton's a fun.

Amish Paradise

Definatley my favorite Wierd Al song.

Extras

It's a miracle!

Yes,thats right folks,a real live mircale that i have just expierienced.I was checking out scott westerfelds blog and it is now official,there will be a fourth Uglies book.It comes out in October 2007.It takes place a few months after the pretties have been "awakened" and are coming out of their Bubbly-headness.But who is the main character in this story?Not Tally, thats for sure,as Scott states in his blog.But most likely she will be making a speacial guest star appierence.Anyway,I cant wait wait wait!!!

Georgina

I have dance tonite.I take ballet,jazz,and acrobatics.I'm fine with most of the girls in my class,except for *Georgina.Shes forver makeing stupid remarks about my friends and I,and she always pinches her nose around me as if theres a bad smell,though its probably just her pits.Her stories are always different.Sometimes she has lots of friends,sometimes she has none.But the most annoying thing about her is that shes always wiggling her shoulder and slapping her but and litterally saying."Oh my god,I am so,like, sexy!"It annoyse the hell outa me because shes not.Shes just this plain,pudgy blonde girl who thinks shes the next Shakira but is not even close.

Girls Nite

Lilly and I are most likely having a sleepover tonite,if she cleans her room.I love sleepovers.After girl scouts we were hanging out because she was giving me a ride and we came up with the idea for Girls Nite boxes.There plastic pink boxes that are made to look like pasckages,except written on it in made to look like lipstick writing is:Girls Nite;for you and your girl friends:handle with care.Then there are made to look like taped on photos of two girls doing makeup,having a pillowfight,ect.Inside is makeup,hair things,disposable cameras,and other things.90% of the proceeds go to childrens hospitals,because the public is a sucker for that kindof thing.

So,what do you think?

School

Groan.Ever wonder why your parents dont punish you,even if you play in traffic or have a game of soccer with thier new antique vase?Well,they do.Its called school,and it makes up for every sin you perform in your childhood.And as a great man once said:

Those who cant do,teach.And those who cant teach,teach gym.

And thats a fact.

Memories of 2006

2006:I laughed,i cried,i threw up a couple times.Here are my best/worst/funniest/most important memories:

• April: Athena moves to Virgina
• June: Summer camp;Vans are nearly lost in mudslide
• July: Culdasac celebrates fourth of July with most likely illegal fireworks dad brings back from South Carolina
• August: Visited California with my grandma;family,friends,beaches and Disneyland
• September: Sent to the hospital;diagnosed with Ulserative Colitis
• October: Tash and I are dead Titanic passngers for Halloween
• November: third trip to Dinsney World;ride ToT for the first time
• December: Brothers friend Shane shoots himself at school,Sadame is hung

So there they are.Enjoy.

New Years Resloutions

So,what are my New Years Resloloutions?Heres the list:

1. Loose a few pounds
2. Not talk so much during dance/drama/whatever
3. Work harder at Hebrew
4. Not forget S.S homework so much

So their they are.Hopefully I wont break them.